I feel like my heart has been ripped out and curb stomped.
Knowing that you think you have to do this alone is the worst feeling in the entire world.
I don't know if I can cry anymore than I have in the past 48 hours,
but the tears just keep coming down my cheeks.
I have always felt alone in life, like nobody could ever understand anything I was going through.
It was like I was speaking a different fluent French in a room if english speaking people.
Everyone just looked at me like I was the weird girl. The one with all the problems.
But then I met you, and somehow I knew you were different.
You made me feel human. Like I wasn't speaking a different language.
Things were different when I was around you.
The movies always talk about how you know the person is "the one".
I knew you were it the moment I started talking to you.
I'm not going to let you leave. I'm not going to let go.
I know you're going through hell right now.
But I'm going to walk through hell by your side.
I don't want to be alone anymore.
I don't know if I can be alone anymore.
I have to have you. I'm not myself without you.
I feel like my heart has been punched out of my chest.
I don't even feel anymore.
